Does Hashem Want Me to Do Teshuvah for Intemperance, Stand by What I Just Published, or Both?

12:45 AM Sunday.

I have awakened from another one of my dreams that may have been directly from Adonai, or it may have been from an evil genius, but allowed by Adonai for a greater purpose in my life. Maybe to help me walk the Messianic late night "Haredi draft" Red Road. It is very complex. I am humbled. Who am I to attempt interpreting international law with such conviction - an eremitic autodidact with delusions of world leadership genius who should learn to keep better silence, or a reasonably qualified world citizen with a duty to express himself candidly in the blogosphere? 

Blogosphere...is this holy "B-12 Logos Fear" or is it wholly another experience of apophenia?  

I genuinely lean toward the former. I genuinely think it is something religious, connected to Hashem, the Adam Kadmon, Tikkun Olam, and Sustainable Development. I don't think it is apophenia. But I could be mistaken.

I have reverted the post to draft so I can pray on it some more while I absorb additional data from the Internet and from waking consciousness. 

Perhaps I should not be writing and publishing this much, this quickly, for this long. Perhaps, on the other hand, my writing and publishing in just this way is a commission from the Creator.

I've been caught up over the past two days in some verbal intemperance related to an identity theft campaign being waged against my mom, and the stress of this plus her cancer diagnosis and everything else that I am trying to handle is definitely testing my claim to anything like domestic sainthood. Teshuvah is in order. But what about standing by what I just published, too? What about moral clarity? What about courage? 

Let me see what I learn from a little more time.

End 1:54 AM.

Addendum 12:14 PM Sunday.

I decided to edit and republish my previous post as Hamas, the IDF and CENTCOM "Oversight". It's more temperate now.